Zucchini & Banana Muffins

Today I baked. I haven't stress baked in a little while (I've baked for parties, etc, but no "stress-baking") and my mind was racing today so on went the apron. 

I ripped this recipe out of last month's Everyday Food mag (I love me some Martha) and wanted to tweak it a bit. So the adventure began. 

Luckily, I had some help from my trusty assistants who were right at my feet, literally, the entire time. 

Zucchini & Banana Muffins

adapted from Martha Stewart's Everyday Food

*1¾ cups whole wheat flour

*½ cup ground flaxseed

*½ cup light brown sugar

*1 tb pure maple syrup

*2 ts baking soda

*1 ts baking powder

*½ ts coarse salt

*1 ts cinnamon

*½ ts nutmeg

*1½ cups grated zucchini (1 large zucchini)

*⅓ cup mashed ripe banana (I used 1 large banana, and could have used more)

*¾ cup whole milk

*1 large egg lightly beaten

*1 ts pure vanilla extract

1. Preheat oven 350°. Coat standard muffin tin lightly with cooking/baking spray. Mix dry ingredients (flour, flax, sugar, soda, powder, salt, and spices) in a large bowl. Add zucchini and banana and combine. Whisk milk, egg, vanilla, and maple syrup in a small bowl and add to the flour mix and stir until just combined.

2. Use an ice cream scoop to fill your cups about ¾ full. Bake until a toothpick comes out clean ~20 minutes. *With my oven, they were perfect in 17 minutes. Let them cool on a wire rack.

This made 16 muffins for me (Martha said 12!)

 

So incase you have the need for some stress baking, but don't want to blow the diet - these might be the way to go. Healthy, whole wheat, low fat and under 180 calories a piece. 

Enjoy :)

mystery

Considering the last photo I left you with, I'm sure you understand my blogging hiatus. Just a few things going on over here most days. The usual.

But for some reason, I decided to add to my madness and shoot a few rolls of film with an old 1986 Minolta a friends parents found for me. I have been reading about film for a while and following others as they jumped on the train venturing away from digital photography for a bit, but realizing how different the two really were had me baffled and instantly intrigued. I have NO intention of giving up digital photography at all. I love it. The idea of taking a challenge on like this is strange and exciting at the same time. I don't plan to use it during my sessions really, except to practice here and there, but see it as just some "continuing education", if you will. Learning to manual focus - because I have to with the Minolta - and learn to nail exposures rather than relying on Photoshop and Bridge to fix things after the fact can be nothing but good, right? 

Well I got my first scans back today. TechLab photo (in Belvedere Square) really did a good job and were extremely helpful so I can't blame it on bad scans really. But there are only a few that I would even think of sharing. What I strive to learn is what I have learned with digital; learn the camera, know your settings, and feel the moment during the session. I always feel the emotions during my sessions, even when I'm just taking shots of Sam I'm feeling the emotions of whats going on. During a newborn session I find myself calm and quiet soaking up the little things. When I'm shooting a 6 month old, I'm usually laughing, because the faces are hysterical. I'm rolling all over the floor, because they are too. I'm silly with older kids, making silly faces, asking silly questions or making fun at myself. With this first roll, I was trying to put the pieces of things I have read about exposure and light metering and underrating and overrating and all that new film stuff together that I was missing the emotion in most of my shots. 

 

At first glance, I was thinking, "Oh crap, these are awful." Exposure is all over the place, focus is off, great. I tell myself it's ok, I'll go back and read through the books and keep better track of my settings for my next roll and I'll figure it out. Maybe. But mostly, I was just bummed.

When I opened the back of the camera to put my first roll in, there was a roll in there already. I laughed thinking there was probably something crazy on there and if I developed it the lab tech would definitely give me a raised eyebrow. I went ahead and got it processed anyway, taking my chances.

So I went to the next set of scans from the mystery roll. There were only 6 photos on the roll of 24. And they all look like this:

My first thought was that I wished I knew who took these shots so I could send the negatives to them. And then I found myself just staring at them. Sure I've seen beautiful sunsets over the water. But what these shots by some mystery photographer did to me was exactly what I needed.

I used to take photos of the clouds after losing Henry. Whenever I would look up at the sky and see a cloud - not just any cloud, but those big, deep, substantial ones - I would swear it was Henry. And without fail, seeing them would bring a smile to my face and peace to my mind and heart almost instantly. Thats the feeling these mysterious photos gave me. It was whats missing right now in my chaotic life. . . that feeling of peace is so rare because I am ignoring it. I'm "too busy" to look at the clouds. I would probably trip and break my ankle if I looked at the clouds because I'm usually walking, pushing the stroller, carrying packages to the post office, trying to read or send an email on my phone, all while chewing gum. I know life will always be crazy, but only as crazy as I let it get. There will ALWAYS be time to just stop and look up and let that smile come as the calm sinks in through my pores. I need there to be enough time for that. For me.

It was the perfect time for these random photos. They reminded me of when I first jumped feet first into my camera after Henry. Here I find myself once again a beginner, green, and unsure of myself. And there popped my Henry cloud. Not in the sky, but on my computer screen. As if he found some way to come to me. Since too often my computer screen is what takes up my time that I'm alone, there he found me. And I'm smiling.

teething bites

Yes, this is just a snippet of my life right at this very moment. Thinking, wtf? Yeah, me too. These days I like my coffee with a little bit of crazy, and a whole lotta booze.

Normalcy is right around the corner, I can smell it. Or maybe thats just a side effect of getting slammed in the temple by an alarm clock at 5am by my 16 month old son. I'm not really sure. But I'm going to go get another dose of ibuprofen either way.

Enjoy your weekend. I hope it's a lot less screechy than mine is sure to be.

nothing like getting a little sand in your. . .

Our trip to Bethany earlier this month was perfect. Except for the last part of it, which really sucked (just a stomach flu and a flat tire as we are ready to leave). But before that stuff, it was a great time with some really fun friends. Lots of fun with the kids, lots of fun with the grown ups pretending they are still kids after the real kids went to bed. Perfection.

And a little liberty and justice, after all. ;) (I know, it doesn't make any sense to me either, but Rachel gets it)

Royce and Fox, hanging pre-beach.

Sam's on a mission to find some sand.

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